~sanity~insanity~

I saw your sane world.....

you fight.....you cry......you are a cheat.......you are dishonest to yourself........you dont trust your own friends, you dont love purely......

I dont want ur sanity........

am better insane.......\m/

~crazier~by~day~

There's a fine line between an optimist and eternal stupid......i love being on the wrong foot.......i dont care....... \m/

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All the world's a stage.....we all have our roles to play......play on.....just play on...... :)

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some guys are slow.......some bikes are fast.........stupidity balances the universe !!! :D

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hey you.... ya you.... just wait.... see.... take out a moment tonight.... look up @ the beautiful sky....look at the wonderful stars for a second....twinkling....magical....powerful....eternal.....but still they cant decide ur destiny !!! its ur destiny....ur lyf....ur fight.....go figure ?!

lyf of a Joker...

All the world's a stage, and all the men women merely players...they have their

exits and their entrances... - William Shakespeare, 17th century

The Joker will always make you laugh... thats why he is here... thats his act...his lyf...his destiny... he has never put himself first while playing his part... it doesnt matter whether you laugh with him or at him... it matters you laugh... may be he is just stupid, may be he is not, may be he really is... I leave it on you ?? While in the perfect world everybody wants to play either a braveheart hero or a dark cunning villian, only the Joker hangs on... he is undecided... deep down he was never bad, never the villian, he can never pull it off... being the good guy was always easy for him, but if everybody plays the Hero, who will play the Joker... who will make you laugh...?? nobody knows, but everybody needs a Joker to laugh at, I mean everybody... yes, the Joker plays on...

He never knows the scene, may be he doesnt want to... but still, you will surely laugh... and later you may also be horrified or rather clap when the villian or hero (there's always a thin line ?!) gets the gal in the end... still the Joker wont flinch, may be you will never know... the Joker will laugh... will always laugh... because thats all he does... because thats all he is supposed to do...
Now the stage is all set....the script is already written...I have chosen my part...I PLAY THE JOKER..!!!

Sometimes jokes are not funny, I still try... - ~crazymms~, 21st

One night staring @the moon….

Tired, with a heavy head and without a wink of sleep another late night, i finally shook the lazy bones and pulled myself up… still half drowsy ducked in the blanket and undecided whether i should hit the pillow again ?! I wondered whether being an insomniac worsens when 100 thoughts per second are being processed in your brains…or…rather this unrelentless thinking all the time has in fact contributed to insomnia… Ahh, chuck the philosophy…

As a ritual i was fumbling to lay my hands on glasses; watch or cell to check out the time… Aggh, in vain… may be, didn’t really care… with the blurred vision i tried getting accustomed to the moonlight outside… some how shining so brightly as if giving me the direction i needed in lyf… For a second, Hariharan’s melodious tune of Chanda re rang through my ear drums ?!

Aimlessly with tired eyes i just stared back at the moon as if searching for answers… questions and questions had dwelled in me lately bothering my head…

Don’t worry about the Big offers… you have slogged your ass for 5 yrs screwing college life to make this profile…

May be an old friend tagged you arrogant after 5yrs but you earned it, live with it… Don’t care what people think of you… They can be wrong…

Am i really the good guy or just too slow and covering up?! May be…Lyf just happens when you waste your time thinking about it ?!

Stop being rash again… control rage and speeds… I was always chilled out, right ?!

Sometimes you just don’t recall if you spent an eternity thinking about your lyf and finding the possible solutions while looking through the window, just staring at the moon… But ya, it made me feel good…

But what happens when the foundations of the new found self – belief really speaking never existed ?!

The very next moment, my fingers found my specs somewhere…finally !!! I put them on to get the rosier, brighter picture of what i was glancing at, through the window since hours… Aaarghh, its not the moon, just a distant street light ?!

In a fit of frustration i threw my specs away… Even the moon isn’t mine anymore… Is everything in life so delusional ?! Am i really lost in darkness and just a stupid eternal optimist ?!

But i calmed down and soon realised, all the answers have always been in me deep down… My lyf, my introspection… I don’t need anybody’s support to believe in myself or to feel good… I can make my own happy journey… Phew, why worry…?!

I don’t need any Moon to guide me in lyf, i will work my way out even with a street lamp… Let lyf happen…m ready !!